Dry. Too dry. I needed water, lots of water. Lost it? How?
I couldn’t believe that Clayton County had lost its accreditation. I had been told for so long that we wouldn’t, so this was like a kick in the stomach. I remembered back about six months ago when the Southern Association of Colleges and Schools, SACS, told us that we had until September 1st to straighten up our act, or it would be bye bye accreditation.
My head began to ache as I held back tears. A huge lump filled my throat. I covered my face with my jacket to hide my true emotions. I replayed the scene in my head.
Monica’s mouth moved slowly as the words flowed from her lips: “We lost accreditation. Man, I don’t wanna go to Fayette!”
I said nothing. I was utterly speechless. I felt like I was in a Charlie Brown episode as my biology teacher, Mrs. Hutson, tried to explain what would happen to us. Her words were like a stick trying to penetrate a solid brick wall.
Water, I needed water. I felt like I was drowning in sand. I had to get out.
To avoid the French Revolution that was bound to happen, I went to the tech lab, mostly so I could call my mom, who works in the counselor’s office. She tried to reassure me that everything would be OK and that Governor Perdue was trying to fix it. Did it really matter? My thirst returned, and this time I felt fire instead of sand.
Rage flooded my body. Fire began to burst through my veins. It angered me how every adult promised that it was going to be OK, but their promise was never fulfilled. I was not even angry now about our accreditation. I was angry that the adults were still making promises that they knew they could not keep. How dare they say that it would be all right when they had no idea?
After fury, I felt grief. Most of my friends would be leaving soon, and I would be stuck in my high school without the only people keeping me sane.
I then was overwhelmed with confusion. They said that we were only losing our accreditation temporarily. What did that mean? It seemed like the adults were trying to make this seem more complicated than it actually was. Why can’t the adults just look us in the eye and tell us the truth, the plain old truth? That we are screwed!
—Raven Hathcock | VOX Staff and Riverdale High junior.
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